i'm closing the window
i'm closing the door
i lay in my bed and
i'm feeling so sore
i'm feeling so sad
i'm feeling so bland
dig my nails
in the palm of my hand
feeling such anguish that
i cannot bear
and my palms nearly bleed
yet i'm so unaware
and i try to ignore
all the pain that i feel
trying to live in a world so surreal
but this is too real
i can't be blind
cuz there are tears on my pillow
and tears in my mind as
i'm crying myself to sleep
i turn off the lamp and
i'm drifting off to sleep
on my pillow so damp and
my heart so hollow
i dug this up from somewhere. i don't think i wrote this. because i doubt my english was as awesome as this two years back.
but then again. why not?
it's pretty good, huh?
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so, i had shark's fin soup (sounds posh huh. i don't like it though.) while people were cramming for the exams today. babysitter's son's wedding.
man.
(i have nothing to say about it.)
read between the lines.
Now re-read.