i'm not just a little of a social wreck.
i am a total social wreck.
i don't like socialising.
i prefer sitting in my lonely corner and watch people have fun.
why?
they'd stop bothering you after a while anyway, they'd then forget about you, they wouldn't even know you were there in the first place.
because i guess the last time i had fun was too long ago for me to really remember to know what it's like.
anyway it doesn't really bother because everybody wants the best for themselves and they don't care who they trample on.
so fuck off man. don't patronise me.
i hate people who just go about and 'hey, come join us' then walk off. fuckers.
well okay maybe i'm being down and all, but yeah i don't say this out at all so this is the right time to let this out of my system.