*secret* :B Nice hair.
I'm biting my smile and wriggling my toes to hide my excitement and anxiety.
You sit just behind me as if you have no care in the world. The trees fly by and so does the time; and I'm just sitting there, waiting for the exact moment. I know you're staring right out of the window and peeping over my shoulders to see if I'm watching. I know you're just as interested as I am, but we don't do a thing because we're 'mere strangers'.
I'm knitting my eyebrows and playing it cool to hide my emotions and accidental words.
Nothing changes as time starts to run out and we're still the same from where it began. I'm starting to wonder if I should do a thing but there are eyes all around and seconds thoughts start to seep in quick. This may never ever happen again but you look too pretty to try to have a conversation. Or maybe you're just playing it cool like I do.
I'm letting sighs escape and giving obvious signs to try my luck and give it all.
Time's finally up and my heart sinks a little because I know I'll never ever see you again. You're still staring into space as I take a glance back at your pretty face. No, you don't turn and my legs starts to wobble. With a sigh, I start to walk off, blocking out all other thoughts. But as you passed me by, you returned me that look with a grin I'd never forget.
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Okay, so I took the bus to town today and missed my opportunity to take a photo with this super, duper awesome, hot, pretty, gorgeous, handsome, rad, lovely looking guy who looked so much like the old Tom Kaulitz. His dreadlocks just accentuated his features, especially his lovely non-local looks. Androgynous much? I think, since he resembles the Kaulitz so much. Gah :( I'm upset already. Cheryl totally understood how I feel. :(
Anyway, I met the gang for Adele's birthday celebration. I'm glad she liked our present. (She has to. The charm's from Thomas Sabo and the chain's from Goldheart.) And since I'm dressed up like one of those mannequins in Topshop/F21, I rejected the idea of any outdoor games. (Not like I fancy any, hah.)
So we ended up playing pool. I don't think we took any pictures, but I'm sure I looked hell as cool, like those idiots having fun in pubs. Yeah. <: (Fur jackets are not suitable for this shitty climate, but sometimes, people suffer to look good. Well, I don't have a lot of problems losing heat through my skin so all the more to take advantage of the situation.)
I can't believe I just wasted one whole day like that. It's only worth three paragraphs? (Maybe because I'm lazy to elaborate, but even so, it wouldn't even be more than five paragraphs!) I need to do more productive things.
There are so many things I need to do and I'm not using my time properly. I have to stop being nocturnal and start to live like a proper human! (Yeah, like I need to get to bed NOW.)
Oh, I mastered a few more songs on the piano :) I can't wait to play it outside!