The tap behind my eyes aren't faulty, the opening to the flood of emotions from my heart is stuck, everything has stopped working like it should ever since that day... It's like a vicious cycle, everything spiraling downwards into oblivion.
Wake up every morning and put on the same face that gets me through the day. Get drunk on fucking cheap thrills only to realise how empty and hollow and meaningless it has been. All those moments where I can just sit down and cry for no rhyme or reason... it's all lost in time, gone with the wind, not there anymore since that day...
Funny, much? Even the words I can use is unable to fully express how I feel right now. A mixed tinge of feelings that range from jubilation to exhaustion to a heartbreak.