I like you.
I dislike you.
I want you.
I do not want you.
I need you.
I do not need you.
I want to hug you.
I want to run from you.
I want to hear your voice.
I want to scream when I see you.
I want to see you smile.
I want to hurt you.
I want to make you happy.
I want to break you for what breaks me.
I want to tease you.
I want to hurl insults at you.
I want to be there for you.
I want to make you fall.
I want to be the only one you see.
I want to disappear when you notice.
I want you to be the reason I smile.
I want you to know how hard it is to be me.
I want you to be there for me.
I want you to know why I'm like that.
I want you to hold me in your arms.
I want you to know the truth.
I want you to hold my hand.
I want you to know I'm hurting.
I want you to tell me everything's okay.
I want you to know things will never be okay.
I love you.
I hate you.
I want to stop talking to myself.
But I'm the only one who listens.