8.7.09/9:34 PM
I don't just want to be a footnote in someone else's happiness.
I know I am hungry but my body does not tell me until a few hours later, when it's too late for me to eat because my stomach refuses the food to enter, making me feel bloated. When I eat I try my best to finish everything, because if I stop, my stomach closes up. Even when I do eat, I can't help it if my body decides to reject it. Slightly anorexic? I think. But I've been trying to eat, so stop telling me I have to eat because I am really trying. I hope you know what I'll do if you piss me off, nagging at me to eat. I can go on nearly a week without eating so would you all stop it. And yes, I am underweight. BMI's 16.64 so if you know what's best, walk away and leave me to it. When I say I don't like what you're offering to me to eat, don't try to make me eat it. My stomach will close up and I won't be able to eat thereafter. And yes I am fat (in the way that I know 80% of my body mass is made up of fats, not muscles whatever).

Dear Stomach, I hate you.
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