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watch me paint a picture with a thousand shades of white, and then watch me write out a painting in a thousand shades of black. everything else won't mean a thing while in the moment that i gently direct the brush upwards, then downwards. and nothing else will matter because in that thousand shades, all the grey areas will be covered and nobody else

will

understand



a

my soul



feels







so incredibly...














oppressed.

so everybody knows i'm totally obsessed with fall out boy and tokio hotel, especially the lead singer. <: and i have every right to be totally wow-ed over by patrick stump, with his totally crazy range of vocals and just how pitch perfect he can be, and bill kaulitz, with his raspy sexy voice though not as awesome as patrick, but he still has a very very pretty face (same to tom).

and everybody knows that patrick stump will always be my number one singer although bill can make my heart stop any moment. so if i ever compare anyone to patrick stump, it's really a big deal.

and so, i'm comparing eric dill with patrick stump. i know he left the click five long ago but i'm still captivated by his voice, just like patrick's and bill's. my goodness. if only he was still singing with the click five :(

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my aiming is super good for l4d/2 now <: last i played i had the highest accuracy. but obviously it's not THAT high, considering all the random crescendo moments where accuracy is not first priority anymore. but it's still pretty awesome since i'm a female. haha! nonsense.

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i actually don't really have a plan for the future but i kinda see something though. :D along with my super-editor right beside me, i tell you we will fly.

lmao.

but we will.

PRINTSSSSSSSSS.
super awesome colleagues


i tell you i really love my job okay. and i'm not gonna care about what you say.

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haha l4d/2 is quite fun. though the newer special infected don't quite look that awesome... my favourite special infected is still the hunter/smoker. hehe. ninja infected. i still think it's a very violent game (cuz it's still murder though the victims are mindless braindead people) i really think the animation is super cool manz. especially the close combat range, where you can slice off their body parts, hah! and sometimes blow their body parts away. disgusting shit but i totally respect the creator. hats off manz. (yeah i'm still clueless about the weapons besides the machine gun kinds and shot gun and whatever else. i think the sniper gun is cool too but... yeah i can't tell the difference if i don't pick them up. lmao i know this is quite fail.) but hey, i know how to use the shot gun okay. and a few others. just that my aiming still sucks quite a bit lmao

i realised i learned quite a lot of shit from l4d. hahaha.

so maybe it's not me doing the 'walking away' part.

well of course it isn't. what a warped idea.

it's more of doing the 'giving up on the already dead hope and coming to terms with reality'.



oh what was i thinking. the world doesn't revolve around me.

still hurts either way. and even more when it comes back in two fold.

hi, my words are dreary and i like them like that bcuz this is just about the other side of life. i also like boys w brown eyes and nice hair w a gorgeous smile and a heart after God's.

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